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Today, I yelled at my two-year-old son - but it's not the first time. And as I write about it, it hurts. It hurts because each time I raise my voice, I go back to the time when Kai was still an infant with not a care in the...
Dear Kai, I'm sorry if I yelled at you today. You just wouldn't stop crying and I don't know what else to do to please you. Amidst your crying, I still had to force you to drink your cough medicine, making you cry all the more. You'd laugh when you...
Today, I won. I'd like to put it in writing. I won.Kai wanted to go out while riding his scooter/twister, but it's raining outside. I just told him he can't go because it's raining. Then he started to throw a fit. He got off his scooter and then started...
I realize now that there's truth to what most parents say about their children - that they grow up so fast. They really do. It's not like I've missed a lot of moments with Kai. I even feel lucky having kept a stable homebased job that pays the bills....
I woke up with a notification from Google. That Google Rediscover thingy. Yes, and of course–as expected–Kai’s face popped up. Kai’s infant face. He’s a toddler now. Actually, I get daily notifs of my past photos and each time I check them out I feel happy, but a bit...
I know myself too well. I am the kind who easily loses interest over things. Download a game app, give it a few days and I'm done with it. So yes, how long will this last blog? I do not know. I just started this and it's past 3 am here....

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